Writings

I am totally focused on
thinking, and thinking is a
lot of work.

Felix Vega, Artist

Felix Vega

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"Thinking what I am going to do next,
and the next thing is, to think some
more."

By Felix Vega

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Felix Writing's

                                        The Inside And The Outside World
                                                                                    By Felix Vega

When I was a small child, I wanted to travel around the World and even go to the Moon. To go around the
World is to see things and to learn more things. To the Moon was to eat more, I was told that the Moon was
made out of cheese. In the night when I looked up at the Moon I thought of eating a big 36-inch round Pizza
Pie, with lots of cheese.

At that time, the world for me was the inside of a one-bedroom apartment. Policed by my Grandmother the
apartment, she looked like she was the world. She was four feet nine inches in height and her weight was
about two hundred pounds. Grandmother looked like a two hundred pounds perfectly round globe.
Grandmother did not speak to me, maybe because I looked like my father. My father moved out of the house
and never came back from the outside world. Maybe that is why my Grandmother did not like him too.

I asked my Mother if I could go to the outside world. All I was really asking for, if I could go out in the front of
the building so I could learn more things. What I remember the first law that I heard from my mother, "You
are too small to go outside by yourself." I got upset and I said to myself, that I was going to the Moon and eat
some cheese, and get fat like my Grandmother."   Then she said, "Someone will take you away and no one
will see you again."   I would remember when my Grandmother would say; "When your Mother comes home,
she will kill you because you are bad."

Then I had the answer for this. "I will ask Santa Claus for a gun to kill them if they try to take me away." Then
Mother said to me that I would never see her again. I did not have the answer for this. The only thing that I
felt was something in the middle of my chest was hurting. I started to breathe heavier and gasp for air. I
could not see my Mother, because my eyes were filled with tears rolling down my cheeks.

It felt like I was going blind and I was going to die. My Mother gave me a kiss on my forehead and said; "I am
sorry, my son. I can not let you go outside by yourself." So, I went into the bedroom. I felt sick and had a high
temperature. My nose was plugged up. I could not see, breathe, or think. I crawled into my Grandmother's
bed, and the only thing I could do was to think about my Mother. Then I rolled and descended into the deep
center of the bed; it felt like the mattress was caressing me. My Grandmother's bed had the power to give
me love and hold me like a big deep spoon. I was in the center of it, like a little grain of salt.

My Grandmother made the deep indentation on the mattress, with the power of her weight. When I was lying
there in the bed, I found out that the bed had the power to take away my sickness. If it had this power, maybe
it could take me to the outside world. Maybe the bed had the magic power to go to the Moon and the stars.
So I started talking to the bed, ordering it to take me some place. Then I opened my eyes and looked around
the room. The things that were there were changing to a jungle, mountains, caves, stars, airplanes,
monsters, and friends. This bed had the power to leave this inside world and go to the outside world.

I never went back to the inside world because there was nothing there, only silence and no movement.
Sometimes I see people that are still living in the inside world and are afraid to come out. There are other
people that are knowledgeable of the outside world, only to push others back into the inside world, telling
them that they are confused, do not know what is out there, and that they may hurt themselves.

So, they make them become prisoners of the inside world. Any person who tries to stop or control a person
soul from going to the outside world, to become themselves, will become the fools of themselves; like door
mats, only dirt lays on top of their minds and they will have trouble influencing over their own lives, to become
true to themselves.

The only freedom they will ever have, or feel with the outside world is when they hang out their clothing to dry;
only their clothing will be able to feel the free wind blowing through it. Some people just put on the clothing of
freedom and knowledge. The power of the wind will blow away their false thoughts and they will stand there
naked, in the World's unlimited time. Comparing Man's time to the World's time is like a wink of an eye.

I am that naked child with his open eyes, still looking for knowledge and the freedom of the outside world.
Knowing at the end of his time, the naked child has to go back to the inside world. He will have nothing in his
hands from the outside world, only to close his eyes. The small child has tried to live, and to learn from the
outside world. The World has given the small child the opportunity to be.

Good Spirit.
By Felix Vega

The only thing I can say to you is to do a prayer for God blessing; this is a prayer not for you, but for them. God will hear your prayer and my
prayer too. Two things I know, that the universe does not except evil. The second thing, that God will not send one of His Angels into a person
hateful heart to assist them; the good Angel will die in hate.

When two people prey together for another person, it has more strength. God will send an Angel to watch over them and over you and your
family too. God sends funny dreams that are messages to a person, and the person has to translate them. Sometimes, He sends other
humans to deliver His messages.

I told you that you are an Angel and have a good spirit, and I hear your message from God from your lips. We will prey for our family members
that we love, and our enemies too. This I know about the higher power, that we are His messengers. Keep your faith in our God, and bless
your enemy with God love that you have inside of you, my Angel.

As we know, and all my friends in the Atrium that I almost lost my site and three doctors worked on my eyes, and got my vision back to normal.
In the hospital an elderly nurse said to me, why are you in high spirits? My reply was; to this nurse that had beautiful gray heir, it is my love for
God and He gives me peace in my soul. Thank you for the message, my messenger.

A Cow Boy
By Felix Vega

A cowboy had 10 cows in a stable and thinking about his neighbor what he was doing. He went to bed and forgot to secure the gate. During
the night 5 cows disappeared. He woke up the next morning and was upset. Who is to blame the cows or the cowboy? Before he went to
sleep that night, he secured the gate with a big lock.

The cowboy woke up next morning and immediately looked at his cows. He sore that each cow had twins; there were 15 cows in this stable.
Who gets the credit the cows or the cowboy? The moral of this story is you have the responsibility to watch your cows.

This is the secret how you become wealthy, by watching your money where it goes and your money will collect interest. Have control over your
emotions and concentrate what you are doing outside of you. Do not let the bulls near you or the bulls horn will get you.

Negativism
By Felix Vega

There was a man that was rich with education and he chose his friends that agreed with his negativism torts life. When he encountered a
weaker human he and is his acquaintances will degrade their sole and curse their love of their faith for their entertainment. Once a beggar
came to grab their leftovers to sustain his body, looking in their trash he found some meat on the bones.

The beggar stood quietly in the alley with the rich educated man and his acquaintance leftovers. Abandon dogs will gather around the beggar.
He will share is leftovers with these abandon animals. The beggar made sure that each will receive a little portion to survive another day.
One day the educated man and his acquaintances saw the beggar in the alley from their party that they were having in the atrium garden.

They decided to ridicule the beggar and have enjoyment with him. They saw that the beggar did not retaliate back on their remarks. The
beggar said to them; I just want your leftovers from the trash to sustain my body. Because I am sick! One of them quickly replied to the
beggar; I am happy that you are sick and you are going to die and it is not I.

They saw a weakness in the beggar and did not care to listen to another person's problem, only their own. They said to the beggar to go
away and with their foul language and curses. The beggar blessed them and quietly walked away into the darkness of the night sky and died.

The beggar went to heaven and he was surprised how beautiful it was. He heard screams from below him and walked over where these
screams were coming from. He looked down and saw the rich educated man and his acquaintances screaming. The beggar said how
could I help you? The rich educated man said; yet me out of here in this flaming fire of torture. The beggar said; I do not have that power.
Then said the rich-educated men, please send a messenger to my children not to follow my path.

A Big Spider
By Felix Vega

There was a man that was content and satisfies with his life and is family. He was resting under a big oak tree, with his eyes closed. When
he felt something crawling up his right leg, slowly he opened up is eyes and saw a big hairy spider. He felt fear come into him, and all his
negative emotion entered and was triggered in, to defend him self.

Slowly he took a deep breath and kept his eyes focus on the big spider. He saw that the spider was walking on its delicate legs and realized
that all were similar to each other. Touching the same ground that is whole body was resting and realized that the spider did not have one
hand over his two. Seeing is enemy right in front of him and realized that his fear was not coming from it.

The fear was coming from inside of him, and then enlightenment came into him that he went into the spider's level only to understand the
spider. He learned that even if his heart were satisfied, something would come torts him and destroy his peace.

Being alert to reality, when something will always bring negatives action torts his peace, and how delicate he is reacting torts this negativism.

On A Busy Road.
By Felix Vega

On a busy road, with civilians and soldiers walking in one direction, away from the battle. One soldier saw a beautiful strange flower and went
over to it, and grabbed it from its stem. Held it tight in its gripping hand filled with blood, and pulled it from the ground.

Took it home with him, when he got home the flower was dead and dried with out no life in it. Another soldier saw the same kind of flower on
the side of the road. Walked over to it, and removed his helmet and sat on it in front of the flower.

Set there with wounds on his body and laid down his rifle beside him. Looked at the flower for 50 minutes, from his bleeding hands he got out
from his pocket a little pad and pencil. Slowly started to draw the flower, when he finish he got up and put on his helmet and held his rifle in his
hands.

Slowly walked away and looked back at the flower with tears in his eyes and whispered to himself; there is still beauty on this Earth.

                                                                                 Logic In An Apple
                                                                                                                     By Felix Vega

In the year 2000, the master wanting to see if people understood logic. He gathered the wisest people on Earth. He found two woman and two
men that were considered the most intelligent by all humans. He paid for all the expenditures to see if they were the wisest people in the whole
world. They arrived and they were seated at a large table that was made out of beautiful wood. The table was square and very shiny. The four
most intelligent people were seated one on each side of the big table. In the center of the table was an apple on a beautiful around gold dish.

The apple on the dish was not completely ripe, that its ripeness was half red and half green. The master asked the four most intelligent people
a simple question. You see that there is an apple on a gold dish in the center of the table. What do you see directly in front of your vision of
sight? One said I see a red apple. Another said I see a green apple. Then another said I see an apple that is half red and half green. Then the
last one said I see an apple that is green and red. Then the master calls in two children into the room.

Then the master reached for a knife and cut the apple in half. On one side of the master one of the child was standing and was dressed with
good clothing. The master asked the little child which half do you want? The wealthy child said, I want the red side, because it is sweeter. Then
the master asked the little child on his other side, that was a beggar from the same nation, the same question. The little child said it does not
matter to me which side I get. The two little children ate their half. After they finishing eating the master asked another question to the two
children. What did you see in the apple?

The two children replied, with the same answer. I was hungry and the apple took my hunger away. The master said I have found the two of the
most intelligent people on this Earth.

ECKHART TOLLE
his web page

"Many things he said is
true, because 30 years of
my life I seek the truth on
God created. I looked inside
of me and found the truth.
When Eckhart Tolle speaks
you will know he's telling
the truth. In true logic it has
to be simple to the point and
truthful that you can
understand it. The most
important thing that it works
in the real world now. It was
written on stone 2000 years
before Jesus Christ was
born "Know thyself."
Eckhart Tolle will tech this
in a simple way you can
understand. I didn't know
how powerful the self
inflicted pain is and what it
can do to a person. We
learned from each other
and confirm to each other
that we are on the right
path."

- Felix Vega