I am totally focused on
the now and to know it is
hard to do, it takes
concentration of my own
thoughts.
Felix Vega, Artist
the now and to know it is
hard to do, it takes
concentration of my own
thoughts.
Felix Vega, Artist
Felix Vega
felixvega161@hotmail.com |
TO CONTACT ME
"The only person that can make you
happy is your self in the good things you
do, at this moment of now."
happy is your self in the good things you
do, at this moment of now."
Mr. Felix Vega
welcome to:
CREATIVE FELIX
CREATIVE FELIX
Supernatural
"Knowledge is the first
thing I must value and to
know it is only
information in my head.
To know it does not
control me in my actions.
Only to recognize the bad
and the good at that
moment. To choose a
different choice if I
choose the wrong choice
in that moment of time."
thing I must value and to
know it is only
information in my head.
To know it does not
control me in my actions.
Only to recognize the bad
and the good at that
moment. To choose a
different choice if I
choose the wrong choice
in that moment of time."
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My Daughter In My Arms Died
I just wrote the true incident on paper for God, what He did with love.
God and helper Felix Vega
I have a friend that goes with all his family to church. His faith is very strong and even his beliefs with
an opened mine to reality. As he loves his God with all this faith, in the same way he hates a
hypocrite. Himself and his wife are very quiet and humble people. Their children are like other good
children, but I saw in their children obedience and gentleness with each other. They are from El Paso
and live in the lower valley on seven acres in a mobile home. I am a city boy and to me they seemed
like country people. I know that Arturo C. Duran served in the United States Air Force. Arturo took
Marshall Arts to protect himself. He can destroy another person and even gave classes to other
people for English. When I went over to his home, his whole family treated me like a family member
with kindness and respect.
One day Arturo called me on the telephone and immediately I notice something was wrong in his
voice. Arturo said that one of his daughters died and his voice was in agony and with pain. He had
anger and sadness in his words at the same time for his daughter death. I told him I would drive over
to his home and be there in a couple of minutes. When I looked at Arturo face and heard his voice, he
looked like a mad man ready to explode his anger. I listen very careful to his explanation of his
daughter death to me. Arturo said that he and his family went to see his brother in another part of
Texas. He took all of his children with them. Every year round one of the children gets sick. I give
them regular cough medicine, if needed immediately I take them to the doctor. I have medical
insurance and its looked like a normal cold. I was giving medicine to my daughter in my arms and
she gasp for air and died in my arms. Arturo was blaming himself for his daughter Lillian Leanore
Duran death.
Saying over and over again, it is my fault that she is dead and not one word was blaming his God.
She was a very beautiful girl and all their children have this quality of beauty with goodness. Lillian
had her special character, she was outspoken and would come to you and ask you millions of simple
questions to find out who you are. Her long hair was dark brown that shined like a golden crown like
her beautiful big dark brown eyes that smile at you and her smile was like the ocean that was filled
with pearls. Her voice sounded like a little angel singing to you with honey that was made by God
with love. Her cheeks were like mountains when she smiled with a greeting with all the flowers from
heaven that God made for his angels when Lillian smiled at you. Her skin was like light gold a brown
that her spirit shined for God on this earth. Like the Earth that God made that gives its beauty to us. I
knew Arturo pain as a father and anger inside of him, because I had the same feeling of sadness
and pain as a human.
I stood beside him for days early in the morning until late at night walking with the heaven above us.
Listening to my friend Arturo pain of lost, and did not have much to say to my friend. The only thing I
remember for all the hours on his property that I said, Arturo it is not your fault. I remember asking
God to enlighten me for my friend and there was no answer that I could understand at that time to tell
my friend Arturo. He has a big family that he came from and they are united as brothers and sisters
and they were helping him in his pain as much as they could. They took the little white coffin with gold
trimmings to a lower valley cemetery. This cemetery to me looked like a playground for children with
different toys on it. His brothers dug the grave and covered the coffin with dirt and a white cross was
made out of wood, place on the top of the mountain of earth. The people were walking away to their
cars, and Arturo and I were standing there by our selves.
Something took over my body and my lips began to speak to Arturo. Saying to Arturo, it is not your
fault Arturo and I the living God will give you proof that she is with me the Lord. Lillian is an Angel
standing beside me. I will send three white doves to sit on her white cross to bless her body. Then
this Higher Power left my body and I said to Arturo; it was not I, Arturo. I cannot command three white
doves to do this. I your friend do not have that power of knowledge. After I said this, there was a
silence like a vacuum sucked all the noise that was around us. Arturo and I heard wings flapping
over us and three white doves came out of nowhere.
Flew directly to the white cross and Arturo and I looked at each other with amazement. No words
were said to each other just looking at the white doves. Then I looked at Arturo’s face and I saw
peace in his face. Arturo said thank you Lord and with his eyes said thank you to me too. I said again
it was not I. It was the living God the Lord, because I was surprised what happened too, what the
living God did.
This is a true incident that happened to my friend Arturo C. Duran and his daughter Lillian Leanore
Duran and Felix Vega. This is the living God, the Lord ability to do. Praise the Lord the living God.
I just wrote the true incident on paper for God, what He did with love.
God and helper Felix Vega
I have a friend that goes with all his family to church. His faith is very strong and even his beliefs with
an opened mine to reality. As he loves his God with all this faith, in the same way he hates a
hypocrite. Himself and his wife are very quiet and humble people. Their children are like other good
children, but I saw in their children obedience and gentleness with each other. They are from El Paso
and live in the lower valley on seven acres in a mobile home. I am a city boy and to me they seemed
like country people. I know that Arturo C. Duran served in the United States Air Force. Arturo took
Marshall Arts to protect himself. He can destroy another person and even gave classes to other
people for English. When I went over to his home, his whole family treated me like a family member
with kindness and respect.
One day Arturo called me on the telephone and immediately I notice something was wrong in his
voice. Arturo said that one of his daughters died and his voice was in agony and with pain. He had
anger and sadness in his words at the same time for his daughter death. I told him I would drive over
to his home and be there in a couple of minutes. When I looked at Arturo face and heard his voice, he
looked like a mad man ready to explode his anger. I listen very careful to his explanation of his
daughter death to me. Arturo said that he and his family went to see his brother in another part of
Texas. He took all of his children with them. Every year round one of the children gets sick. I give
them regular cough medicine, if needed immediately I take them to the doctor. I have medical
insurance and its looked like a normal cold. I was giving medicine to my daughter in my arms and
she gasp for air and died in my arms. Arturo was blaming himself for his daughter Lillian Leanore
Duran death.
Saying over and over again, it is my fault that she is dead and not one word was blaming his God.
She was a very beautiful girl and all their children have this quality of beauty with goodness. Lillian
had her special character, she was outspoken and would come to you and ask you millions of simple
questions to find out who you are. Her long hair was dark brown that shined like a golden crown like
her beautiful big dark brown eyes that smile at you and her smile was like the ocean that was filled
with pearls. Her voice sounded like a little angel singing to you with honey that was made by God
with love. Her cheeks were like mountains when she smiled with a greeting with all the flowers from
heaven that God made for his angels when Lillian smiled at you. Her skin was like light gold a brown
that her spirit shined for God on this earth. Like the Earth that God made that gives its beauty to us. I
knew Arturo pain as a father and anger inside of him, because I had the same feeling of sadness
and pain as a human.
I stood beside him for days early in the morning until late at night walking with the heaven above us.
Listening to my friend Arturo pain of lost, and did not have much to say to my friend. The only thing I
remember for all the hours on his property that I said, Arturo it is not your fault. I remember asking
God to enlighten me for my friend and there was no answer that I could understand at that time to tell
my friend Arturo. He has a big family that he came from and they are united as brothers and sisters
and they were helping him in his pain as much as they could. They took the little white coffin with gold
trimmings to a lower valley cemetery. This cemetery to me looked like a playground for children with
different toys on it. His brothers dug the grave and covered the coffin with dirt and a white cross was
made out of wood, place on the top of the mountain of earth. The people were walking away to their
cars, and Arturo and I were standing there by our selves.
Something took over my body and my lips began to speak to Arturo. Saying to Arturo, it is not your
fault Arturo and I the living God will give you proof that she is with me the Lord. Lillian is an Angel
standing beside me. I will send three white doves to sit on her white cross to bless her body. Then
this Higher Power left my body and I said to Arturo; it was not I, Arturo. I cannot command three white
doves to do this. I your friend do not have that power of knowledge. After I said this, there was a
silence like a vacuum sucked all the noise that was around us. Arturo and I heard wings flapping
over us and three white doves came out of nowhere.
Flew directly to the white cross and Arturo and I looked at each other with amazement. No words
were said to each other just looking at the white doves. Then I looked at Arturo’s face and I saw
peace in his face. Arturo said thank you Lord and with his eyes said thank you to me too. I said again
it was not I. It was the living God the Lord, because I was surprised what happened too, what the
living God did.
This is a true incident that happened to my friend Arturo C. Duran and his daughter Lillian Leanore
Duran and Felix Vega. This is the living God, the Lord ability to do. Praise the Lord the living God.
This is the word of the Lord, to the old man.
I asked God to enlighten me the old man about the Virgin Mary portrait out of stone that I created for him. I know my God always
has good reasons for doing things. If even it is a sacrificed, that I as a human being have to do things on this Earth for God. There
are many things I do and do not understand and have no logic as a human being.
When somebody dies, many questions are asked to God in anger. When children are born nothing is said to God. Only gratifying
yourselves, and then you listen to your family and closes friends with their customs to let a holy man bless your child for God. This
blessing is the external body of the child, not the internal spirit of the child. When another person steals from you anything that you
gave value to, you turn into an animal with anger. When you are giving what you want and everything is going smoothly in your life,
do you praise the living God? Do you glorify my name to your friends that I bless you with these gifts that you have?
I know that you are ashamed to mention my name, because you think that they will label you a lunatic. You want to follow them; you
want to be in the club, you one to be in the gang, you want the other person to love you and you change for them. You will follow the
herd like cattle or herd of dogs in the kingdom of animals on this Earth. That God created for you not to follow, only to understand
them what they are for.
God enlighten him and Moses went to speak to God on top of the mountain. Moses saw God in a burning bush on top of the
mountain and the burning bush that was fire spoke to Moses. The fire said here are the 10 commandments for my children to
follow. Moses brought the message to his people and some tried to obey, some did not understand, some did not care. Moses
wife and the people saw with their eyes that Moses hair turned white and his body aged tremendously. This was done so my
children will see with their eyes that the 10 commandments were from me. God send his disciples and you destroy them.
God send his only Son Jesus to make easier for his children and then he was crucified for you. God, you know this was going to
happen. Yes, it is written I am the living God that I am a giving God that has the fire of love of life. God flooded the earth and his
children did not believe. God destroyed two cities and you found the location of these cities. I send you warnings and with your
scientists, doctors, and many others to warn you my children.
Two women scientists from two different nations found the garden of Adam and Eve in Africa. The people there had the same
prejudice of fear as you have right now. They had children that there pigments of their skin was different and outcast my children
from their villages. Until this time right now you know in your heart the truth. You accept people that look like you and think as you
do. You do not understand the love of God takes over your spirit or you let evil words comes into your spirit. Then you turn away
from God love and you destroy yourself by having evilness inside of you. Any thing that looks different or thinks different then you,
you will try to destroy. No person on earth can change the words of God that are written words in your holy book.
If any person tries to change God words of the holy book writings or tell Godchildren that they are God, madness will come into
them. It is written in the holy book. You have seen and heard this happen to them and still you have doubts inside you. I went to
many nations and showed myself to them, and still they do not listen. Things are happening right now and still you do not see or
hear me speak to you.
God send a message to Mexico with the Virgin Mary by painted a portrait on the humble man that loved God with all is spirit, with all
is human body. The humble man showed and the holy men did not believe. Then God send him back with roses that it was the
living God. God said I will painted myself in the picture on the humble man clothing with my love, saying I am the giving life to
everything because I am the living God. You look but you do not see, see the Virgin Mary what is around her that I the living God
that is fire in the painting.
Like Moses saw fire in the bush, you will see the fire around the Virgin Mary. It is I the living God that gives the mother of God life
with my fire that I am. God said he painted himself into the portrait on the messenger clothing that was made of plant that was
made to clothe. God spoke to Moses from a burning fire of a plant, do see my children praise the bush? Godchildren heart is so
hard like a stone, hurting themselves and each other.
To shows that an old man can work for God and create with love for his God, beauty with love for God in a little stone. It takes work
and time to read the holy words of God. It takes work and time to understand the words of God. It takes all your life with work and
love to follow his words of God. It takes sacrificed with love to understand God by his words. Right now God knows that you do not
have peace of your spirit. Then you are in your corner and you cannot see your way out.
How many messengers should I send my children, as many as they need to save them, God said. How many times did you
forgive another person in God name that hurt you? How many times do you want God to forgive you? God said he has abundance
of forgiveness for his children, because I am the loving God. You as my children cannot even forgive yourselves and continue
doing the same thing. Hiding yourselves in material things in cloth and gold that God made for you. Many times you heard in your
own voice God speaking to you and you did not listen.
You listen to your body and your ego wanted to win and then you lost, because you as a human being did it your way and not God
way. You knew who decided, but you are a hypocrite to your self by saying to Godchildren it was God that did this negative thing
that happen to you. Then when people speak with love and forgiveness and help their brothers and sisters, you go behind their
backs and say to Godchildren, they are crazy what they say about God.
If the messenger saves your child life, do you condemn the messenger to his death? Only a hypocrite does this. When you receive
a message of a hypocrite remember this that they condemn the messenger. After the messenger is killed the hypocrite will killed
you too.
This is the word of the Lord, to the old man Felix.
I asked God to enlighten me the old man about the Virgin Mary portrait out of stone that I created for him. I know my God always
has good reasons for doing things. If even it is a sacrificed, that I as a human being have to do things on this Earth for God. There
are many things I do and do not understand and have no logic as a human being.
When somebody dies, many questions are asked to God in anger. When children are born nothing is said to God. Only gratifying
yourselves, and then you listen to your family and closes friends with their customs to let a holy man bless your child for God. This
blessing is the external body of the child, not the internal spirit of the child. When another person steals from you anything that you
gave value to, you turn into an animal with anger. When you are giving what you want and everything is going smoothly in your life,
do you praise the living God? Do you glorify my name to your friends that I bless you with these gifts that you have?
I know that you are ashamed to mention my name, because you think that they will label you a lunatic. You want to follow them; you
want to be in the club, you one to be in the gang, you want the other person to love you and you change for them. You will follow the
herd like cattle or herd of dogs in the kingdom of animals on this Earth. That God created for you not to follow, only to understand
them what they are for.
God enlighten him and Moses went to speak to God on top of the mountain. Moses saw God in a burning bush on top of the
mountain and the burning bush that was fire spoke to Moses. The fire said here are the 10 commandments for my children to
follow. Moses brought the message to his people and some tried to obey, some did not understand, some did not care. Moses
wife and the people saw with their eyes that Moses hair turned white and his body aged tremendously. This was done so my
children will see with their eyes that the 10 commandments were from me. God send his disciples and you destroy them.
God send his only Son Jesus to make easier for his children and then he was crucified for you. God, you know this was going to
happen. Yes, it is written I am the living God that I am a giving God that has the fire of love of life. God flooded the earth and his
children did not believe. God destroyed two cities and you found the location of these cities. I send you warnings and with your
scientists, doctors, and many others to warn you my children.
Two women scientists from two different nations found the garden of Adam and Eve in Africa. The people there had the same
prejudice of fear as you have right now. They had children that there pigments of their skin was different and outcast my children
from their villages. Until this time right now you know in your heart the truth. You accept people that look like you and think as you
do. You do not understand the love of God takes over your spirit or you let evil words comes into your spirit. Then you turn away
from God love and you destroy yourself by having evilness inside of you. Any thing that looks different or thinks different then you,
you will try to destroy. No person on earth can change the words of God that are written words in your holy book.
If any person tries to change God words of the holy book writings or tell Godchildren that they are God, madness will come into
them. It is written in the holy book. You have seen and heard this happen to them and still you have doubts inside you. I went to
many nations and showed myself to them, and still they do not listen. Things are happening right now and still you do not see or
hear me speak to you.
God send a message to Mexico with the Virgin Mary by painted a portrait on the humble man that loved God with all is spirit, with all
is human body. The humble man showed and the holy men did not believe. Then God send him back with roses that it was the
living God. God said I will painted myself in the picture on the humble man clothing with my love, saying I am the giving life to
everything because I am the living God. You look but you do not see, see the Virgin Mary what is around her that I the living God
that is fire in the painting.
Like Moses saw fire in the bush, you will see the fire around the Virgin Mary. It is I the living God that gives the mother of God life
with my fire that I am. God said he painted himself into the portrait on the messenger clothing that was made of plant that was
made to clothe. God spoke to Moses from a burning fire of a plant, do see my children praise the bush? Godchildren heart is so
hard like a stone, hurting themselves and each other.
To shows that an old man can work for God and create with love for his God, beauty with love for God in a little stone. It takes work
and time to read the holy words of God. It takes work and time to understand the words of God. It takes all your life with work and
love to follow his words of God. It takes sacrificed with love to understand God by his words. Right now God knows that you do not
have peace of your spirit. Then you are in your corner and you cannot see your way out.
How many messengers should I send my children, as many as they need to save them, God said. How many times did you
forgive another person in God name that hurt you? How many times do you want God to forgive you? God said he has abundance
of forgiveness for his children, because I am the loving God. You as my children cannot even forgive yourselves and continue
doing the same thing. Hiding yourselves in material things in cloth and gold that God made for you. Many times you heard in your
own voice God speaking to you and you did not listen.
You listen to your body and your ego wanted to win and then you lost, because you as a human being did it your way and not God
way. You knew who decided, but you are a hypocrite to your self by saying to Godchildren it was God that did this negative thing
that happen to you. Then when people speak with love and forgiveness and help their brothers and sisters, you go behind their
backs and say to Godchildren, they are crazy what they say about God.
If the messenger saves your child life, do you condemn the messenger to his death? Only a hypocrite does this. When you receive
a message of a hypocrite remember this that they condemn the messenger. After the messenger is killed the hypocrite will killed
you too.
This is the word of the Lord, to the old man Felix.
Taking Break Writing A Letter
By Felix Vega
I was looking at the sky when I was taking a break writing a letter; I saw two clouds in the sky. One look exactly like a fish with its
mouth opened right behind another cloud and the other look like a man running and holding a fish to his mouth.
The cloud of the man started to move faster into the cloud of the fish mouth and it looked like the fish was eating the man and still
the man was eating his small fish.
I said to myself what does that mean, to give it so much importance? The man is eating knowledge to survive on this earth. His
knowledge is absorbed by him, which is his illusion of information that he collected in his brain.
He gets so absorbed in man’s knowledge that he will be absorbed, like drinking the whole ocean and drown in his own ocean of
knowledge. Can a person be devoured by their own thoughts, and then they can become real to them. Will they lose them self in
their own knowledge they collected on this earth.
Then my thoughts went to the wind thinking it was simpler to understand then the clouds, because I do not see the wind. I said to
myself; is the wind making noise or the leaves on the tree making the noise? I hear the chimes ringing in my neighbor’s backyard
porch, that they hanged up to hear the wind. I know that the wind is there, and only knowing that I can only seeing the reaction of the
wind. The wind can not be seen by my eyes, only felt on my skin senses.
So really, it is my faith that I have that makes me belief that the wind exists. Yes, you’re absolutely right even my letter is a story of
the past and it is an illusion; even I that I am in the moment of now of time, and knowing that I will become an illusion of the past
too. I am walking my path on a road that is my illusion on this earth. Using the power of the Loving God to reach out to see and
hear the truth and to know friend’s walking on the same road, but not the same path. It is still my illusion that I want, and at that
moment of time.
Why is it an illusion? Because you are not inside of me and I am not inside of you. For the moment of time that God gives us on
this earth. We can see and appreciate what God has made perfect, it is you. Have the opportunity to know that God is pure love and
feel His presence inside us, which is the Holy Spirit of the Loving God.
By Felix Vega
I was looking at the sky when I was taking a break writing a letter; I saw two clouds in the sky. One look exactly like a fish with its
mouth opened right behind another cloud and the other look like a man running and holding a fish to his mouth.
The cloud of the man started to move faster into the cloud of the fish mouth and it looked like the fish was eating the man and still
the man was eating his small fish.
I said to myself what does that mean, to give it so much importance? The man is eating knowledge to survive on this earth. His
knowledge is absorbed by him, which is his illusion of information that he collected in his brain.
He gets so absorbed in man’s knowledge that he will be absorbed, like drinking the whole ocean and drown in his own ocean of
knowledge. Can a person be devoured by their own thoughts, and then they can become real to them. Will they lose them self in
their own knowledge they collected on this earth.
Then my thoughts went to the wind thinking it was simpler to understand then the clouds, because I do not see the wind. I said to
myself; is the wind making noise or the leaves on the tree making the noise? I hear the chimes ringing in my neighbor’s backyard
porch, that they hanged up to hear the wind. I know that the wind is there, and only knowing that I can only seeing the reaction of the
wind. The wind can not be seen by my eyes, only felt on my skin senses.
So really, it is my faith that I have that makes me belief that the wind exists. Yes, you’re absolutely right even my letter is a story of
the past and it is an illusion; even I that I am in the moment of now of time, and knowing that I will become an illusion of the past
too. I am walking my path on a road that is my illusion on this earth. Using the power of the Loving God to reach out to see and
hear the truth and to know friend’s walking on the same road, but not the same path. It is still my illusion that I want, and at that
moment of time.
Why is it an illusion? Because you are not inside of me and I am not inside of you. For the moment of time that God gives us on
this earth. We can see and appreciate what God has made perfect, it is you. Have the opportunity to know that God is pure love and
feel His presence inside us, which is the Holy Spirit of the Loving God.
| Lillian Leanore Duran |
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